Monday, September 22, 2014

The Ring

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THE RING

That was the hardest ultra I've ever experienced. I wanted to quit from around 9 pm Saturday night on. That was only 14 hours and 40 miles in to what would eventually become a 28 hour/71 mile long journey.  I've never before seriously considered DNF'ing at an event, but I had never before experienced so much prolonged discomfort.  Not when I gave birth to my children, not when I thru-hiked the Appalachian Trail, not when I completed my first 100 mile ultra (which, incidentally, I completed 2-1/2+ hours quicker than “The Ring”).  “The Ring” was an entirely different challenge that truly forced me to put forth all that I had.

Aerial view of the Massanutten Mountain Trail in Central Virginia


The Ring – “A 71 mile traverse of the Massanutten National Recreation Trail in the George Washington National Forest of Central Virginia with many mountain vistas.”  It is put on by the Virginia Happy Trails Running Club.  That makes it sound quite picturesque and bucolic.  Even the sponsoring club sounds all happy and fun-filled.  In reality, the Massanutten Trail is a rugged, rock-filled, technical length of single track that takes you across over 24 thousand feet of climbing and descending.  Many sections are overgrown with sawbriers and stinging nettle.   The rocks are the main killers though.  They seem to come alive beneath your feet, shifting and moving at the most inopportune moments.   (I’ll come back to this details many times.)

50 optimistic little lambs...
Race day was August 30th and it was a typical hazy, hot and humid kinda day in central VA.  The trails offer very few access points for water.  There were plenty of sections that were exposed to full sunlight and enough flying insects to bite, sting and torment you that many of the runners “in the know” had brought bug netting.

I toed the line on Saturday morning with only one goal – to finish.  For the previous 48 hours, I had intentionally diverted my thoughts away from the task ahead.  Normally, I obsess about events, topos, maps, gear lists, pace charts, etc.  This time around, I knew I really had no frame of reference from which to launch, so I opted to withdraw.  I had done my training, I knew the drill for pre-race checklists and Saturday morning would bring what it would.

Elevation profile for The Ring

I was adequately cowed by the elevation profiles, race reports and personal testimonials I had read of those who had gone before.  Since 2002, only some 122 individuals had officially completed the circuit.  The event typically had a greater than 50% DNF rate (did not finish). 

As is my standard M.O., I hung back at the start and brought up the rear.  I call myself the caboose.  I was always in the ranks of the last 3 to 5 runners.  Between Mark Zimmerman, Leonard Martin and myself, there was some stiff competition for the true claim on last place for a while there. 
My companion for many a mile, Mark Zimmerman, enters Crisman Hollow aid station
followed soon after by "The Caboose"
The first runner casualty came within the first 10 miles before we’d even made it to AS1 (Milford Gap, 13.3 miles).   The Milford Gap Aid Station is a hike in station, meaning every little bit of water, Gatorade, etc had to be hiked up the mountain by some incredibly kind hearted and strong legged volunteers.
 
Crisman Hollow Aid Station, Mile 13.3 (all aid was hiked in)
Getting my sun baked look on
Despite filling my hydration bladder when I left Milford Gap (and taking a sip of an absolutely delicious craft IPA from one absolutely LOVELY volunteer), I ended up running out of water an hour out from AS2 (Camp Roosevelt, mile 24.9).  The trail between Milford and Roosevelt is along the ridgeline of the eastern side of the circuit with occasional views of the north fork of the Shenandoah River.  The temps were definitely rising and the humidity was not to be ignored.  Open stretches of trail left us exposed to the sun’s rays with only an occasional breeze to offer relief.
I was so relieved to finally see the aid station tent and hear the haloos of the volunteers.
 
Camp Roosevelt, a very welcome sight (Aid Station 2, mile 24.9)
I spent a good bit of time at Roosevelt being tended to by the fabulous volunteers.  It was my first time getting access to my drop bag and food resupplies.  I consumed a couple of cups of ice water, another cup of cold Gatorade, doused my face in cold water, munched on some potato chips and pretzels, and loaded up my bandana with ice before heading back out. 

16 more runners would drop between Camp Roosevelt (AS2) and Crisman Hollow (AS3).  The heat was brutal leaving Camp Roo and making our way up Duncan Hollow.  Many would succumb to heat exhaustion, cramping and GI distress. Once you complete Duncan Hollow, you have one more obstacle between you and the oasis of the Crisman Hollow aid station.  The climb up Waterfall Mountain is infamous for good reason.  Roughly 800’ of ascent in just over half a mile.  I found myself taking 10 steps and stopping to breathe. 10 steps and stop to breathe.  Repeat ad infinitum until the bad dream ends. 

This was where I came upon my friend Larry. Three quarters of the way through the climb, a voice from above calls out a “Helloooo, Rachel.”  I lift my eyes for the first time in quite a while (it’s too painful and demoralizing to look up at the trail rising endlessly before you), and there’s my dear friend, Larry, calmly seated at the side of the trail, legs stretched out in front of him, another runner standing at his side.  My immediate thought was that he had taken a spill and twisted an ankle or torqued something, but within the first few words of greeting, Larry calmly tilted over to the side and a copious stream of clear liquid was ejected from his mouth.  He nonchalantly wiped his mouth and picked up the conversation right where we had left off.  This “ritual” was repeated every couple of sentences.   

Larry was “out”.  He was suffering from heat exhaustion, nausea, dehydration, dizziness, etc, etc and he was willing to admit that it probably would not be safe for him to continue.  Larry had bigger fish to fry on the horizon with the Grindstone 100 just 5 weeks away and he didn’t want to do anything stupid that would impact his upcoming 100 miler.  Larry had lucked upon the assistance of another runner’s crew member who had kept him company and kept him safe the last few tortuous miles.  So our little entourage of 3 made our way up to the crest of Waterfall Mtn.  I tried to keep up a bit of mindless chatter to distract and we safely made it into the Crisman Hollow aid station at mile 34.4.

I LOVED this little aid station.  I downed one of the all time BEST grilled cheese sandwiches I have ever eaten and was delighted when one of the volunteers offered me a beautiful, white, clean, wet face cloth to do with what I would…HEAVEN!!!  It was hard to leave, but I knew that if I wanted to make the first cutoff, I needed to boogie.  So I changed socks and shoes (the uppers on my Hoka Stinsons had been torn open by a few too many encounters with rocks), grabbed my headlamp and headed on down the trail.



Sunset approaches. View from the western ridge line at dusk.
This is where things start to get blurry in my recollection.  Night was falling. The next aid station, Moreland Gap at mile 40.7, was the first hard cutoff of 9:30 pm.  I thought I was doing ok on time, but I knew I needed to stay focused and on track to get there.  Rocks, rocks and more rocks.  It wasn’t so much the bottoms of my feet that were taking the punishment as my Hokas provided more than enough protection in that direction, but it was the sides and front of my feet that were being pummeled.  Crossing some of the more challenging sections (and there were lots of them) was like having the sides of your feet randomly struck with a ball peen hammer.  The rocks weren’t always stationary and they took every opportunity to shift under foot, smashing the sides of my feet into rocks with all of my body weight every couple of steps.  It was brutal.
 
I made Moreland Gap by around 9:10.  To be exact to the letter of the race rules, you had to DEPART the aid station by 9:30.  I refilled water, dilly dallied with some food and repacking of my pack and was back on my way following Leonard Martin on down the trail by headlamp with just 2 minutes to spare for the 9:30 cutoff.  Leonard’s help through so many sections was invaluable.  He had covered this course (whether it was during The Ring or The Massanutten 100) dozens of time.  He gave me updates on what lay ahead, pep talks ensuring me that some of the more onerous rock section would indeed come to an end, and all around great advice.  We flip flopped back and forth quite a bit during the night and it was very comforting to see his headlamp ahead or behind from time to time. 

Like I said, my memory of specifics gets foggy around here.  Somewhere during the night, Leonard had left the trail briefly (potty break or phone call, I’m not sure which), and when he came back to the trail, he turned in the wrong direction.  Luckily, I had been several minutes behind him when he left the trail.  You can imagine our surprise when we walked into each other traveling in opposite directions in the dark.  When he saw my headlamp, he thought it might be somebody from one of the aid stations walking back down the trail to make sure folks were safe, but when he realized it was me and that he had indeed become turned around, he was a bit surprised to say the least. 

Other events during the night – Getting to spend several miles with Helen McDermott was truly a pleasure.  We’d met briefly at some other ultras, but never had the time to visit.  Helen is usually a MUCH faster runner than me.  The only reason she and I were able to travel together this night was because she had decided to call it quits and was just moseying along feeling no pressure for speed.  She was super tired and just wasn’t feeling the joy out there.  Like Larry, she had Grindstone 100 looming on the horizon and didn’t want to overextend herself at The Ring.  She dropped back from my side somewhere between Edinburg AS (#5, mile 48.7) and Woodstock AS (#6, mile 56.9) and rumor had it that she actually took a nap on the side of the trail for a while ;-) 

Other late night events – I believe it was at Edinburg Gap (AS5, mile 48.7) that I asked for some help putting fresh batteries in my headlamp as my fingers and hands weren’t working so well.  Various volunteers jumped to my assistance, replaced the batteries and I was on my way.  Unfortunately, somehow during the battery replacement maneuver, some little plastic ratchet piece in my trusty Fenix snapped and it could no longer hold the beam at any intermediate angles other than straight up, or straight down. 

In hindsight, I have to laugh at the rather comical picture I became as I tried to smoothly, ever so smoothly, make my way down the trail holding my head just so.  If I dared to jostle myself, the lamp immediately dropped to the downward position and illuminated nothing but my feet.  It sucked.  There was no way I could travel this rock infested trail without the lamp being jostled from my constant missteps and jarring impacts with rocks.  I thought about strapping my hiking poles to my pack and holding the light in my hand, but I NEEDED those sticks to keep me upright and felt like if I gave them up, I would cause myself some serious injury with a rolled ankle or worse.  This situation persisted from mile 48.7 to 56.9, which at the rate I was traveling was a solid 4 hours.  My neck spasms and aching shoulders reached all new levels.

Woodstock Tower Aid Station.  Amazing how beautiful a couple of camp chairs and a folding table loaded with food can seem in the middle of the woods.
When I arrived at Woodstock (AS6, mile 56.9), I explained the situation to the volunteers there and they rigged up a brilliant McGiver fix.  They jammed some filler materials between the lamp and the holder to angle it “just so” and taped the whole thing in place with some first aid tape.  I had less than 2 hours to go until sunrise, but it was such a relief to have a functioning light source again.  They also helped to tape up my blistered right hand, which was looking rather nasty from my death grip on my sticks.  I left that aid station with such a sense of relief and knew I could indeed face the next 14 miles.

The last sections were not easy, but I kept a steady pace and just kept moving forward.  I was still able to run when the trail was level enough and not a bed of rocks, but that wasn’t very often.  My shoulders and hands were killing me.  I was constantly raising my arms straight up overhead and holding them there for a few deep breaths to try and relieve some of the tension.

Dawn is a beautiful time on the mountain.  As the woods awoke around me, I took special pleasure from hearing those first bird calls and seeing the canopy come to life around me.  Only a few more hours to go and my suffering would be over.  I really did just want it to end. 

Quick stop at Powell’s Fort Camp (AS7, mile 62.4) and I pressed on in the company of Leonard Martin once again.  I really didn’t think the climb up Signal Knob was all that bad.  Except for a bit of single track around the reservoir, it’s mostly on a wide forest service road and my feet greatly enjoyed the break from the rock assaults. 

View of Strasburg from atop Signal Knob.

Yup, that's a trail.
The view from the top was decent enough, but the haze of a summer day was already setting in.  Soon after the summit, Leonard kicked his pace up a notch and I wouldn’t see him again until the finish.  My legs were good to go and wanted to fly, but my feet were so battered and tender that each time a shifting rock would slam into the sides of my feet, I was just about brought to tears, and believe me, there are PLENTY of rocky sections on that descent down to the finish.
 
 The one nice part of that descent was all the clean smelling day hikers that were making their cheerful way up the mountain to the overlook.  Many of them knew about the event (I think they must have been coached by some of the folks down at the finish line) and were applauding me and cheering me on.  It really did lift my spirits.  The first time it happened, the leader of one of these processions saw me hobbling down the trail and called out “Runner!” so his party would step to the side.  I looked behind me to see who the “runner” was that must be coming up behind me and then realized he was talking about me.  I laughed out loud and joked with him that I was hardly a runner at this stage of the game.  He assured me that if I had covered 70+ miles in a day, I was indeed a “runner”.  I liked that perspective.

I finished.  It wasn’t pretty.  There wasn’t a triumphant sprint to the finish line.  No cheering crowds or medals.  As I entered the Signal Knob parking lot, there were perhaps ten or twelve folks gathered there (other runners who had just finished, the RDs and some volunteers).  I thrust my arms up into the air, but not in a celebration of victory.  It was my futile effort to relieve the back and shoulder spasms that had been tormenting me for the last 16 hours.





Although I finished (and am thrilled about that), another part of me came away feeling rather disheartened with my running abilities. I felt like I was out there with an entirely different class of ultra runners and that I didn't belong. Everybody else that finished looked so strong and capable.  They were so very much faster than me. I came in 24th out of 25 finishers. Number 25 finished at an all out run looking so strong. She'd been sidelined for a few hours by stomach issues but once that settled down, she flew.  I, on the other hand, hobbled into the parking lot looking and feeling 90 years old. I know, not exactly a healthy attitude to come away with.   My finish time was 27:51 (just a bit more than an hour ahead of the 29 hour cutoff).  Putting my speed in perspective, the winner’s time this year was 16:10.   First female was in 18:31.

The Sugar Knob Cafe

After finishing and absolutely gorging myself on some of the incredible fare they made available at the “Signal Knob Café” (i.e. – bacon, sausage, French toast, biscuits, made to order eggs, real fruit popsicles, grilled shrimp, sweet potato latkes, scones, croissants, cake, pie, etc, etc), I texted my husband, Paul, about how painful it had all been and how I had finally discovered what my limits were.  I even wrote to him that "The Ring" may have cured me of some of my more ambitious ultra running dreams. Honestly, it was so painful. I really didn't enjoy it. I was proud that I had finished (more proud of this single event than any other to date), but it hadn't been "fun".  I hurt.  Not my legs, they were in good shape throughout and I think my training was solid, but my shoulders were spasming horribly from the weight of my pack, my palms were blistered, and my hands were painfully cramped from the death grip I had on my sticks for 28 hours.  My toes and feet were so banged up from the endless crashing into rocks, that I would later lose 3 toenails to the Massanutten Mountain gods.

It took me until 9 am Monday morning to finally arrive home (lots of stops to sleep along the way). I had finished the race at around 11 am Sunday.  The drive home should have only taken 6 hours.  Much of my drive home was spent in a mental funk lamenting my abilities and dwelling on the sheer stupidity of ultras that last longer than 12 hours.  

I pulled into the driveway and our 6 year old, Maddie, was at the door of the RV in her fuzzy pajamas before I'd even put it in park. We hugged and held each other for a few minutes of pure bliss and then headed inside. As I walked into the kitchen, Paul, turned from the sink to greet me with a smile on his face and quietly said "So, you finished in the top half of the participants. Nicely done."
With that single sentence, my whole attitude turned around. Paul's words changed my frame of reference.  He had taken my negative spin on my finishing position and totally turned it on end to be a celebration. Yes! I had finished in the top half of the participants!  There were 50 people at that starting line.  Only 25 finished, and I was one of them.
Now I find myself sitting here wondering how I could solve my "issues" so that the next time I'm on a trail like that, I can actually enjoy it. My mind is spinning with the possibilities already...  You know, there’s a “Reverse Ring” held in February each year…

Garmin data: http://connect.garmin.com/modern/activity/580399538

71 miles with 12,167’ of gain and same of descent.  Min elevation 738’. Max elevation 2802’.

What did I do right –
  • ·      Good pacing in the early stages (by heart rate)
  • ·      Kept an eye on cutoffs and paced myself accordingly.  Very focused, no dilly dallying.  (Made the first cutoff by only 2 minutes, but I made it.)
  • ·      Asking for route tips from the veterans at each aid station and specifics on how to get to each aid station from trail.
  • ·      Carrying Keith Knipling’s route cards (I printed and laminated them)
  • ·      Hiking sticks were invaluable
  • ·      Nutrition – shot blocks, nutter butters, apple sauce squeezers, electrolytes, grilled cheese, coco loco bars.
  • ·      Cool bandana filled with ice was the bomb leaving AS2.
  • ·      Pretaping my back with kinesio tape to head off any chafing under the sports bra.


Things to do better:
  • ·      Different shoes that will better protect my toes and feet (is there such a thing?).
  • ·      Wear gloves or figure out some kind of protection for my hands.
  • ·      More training miles with a loaded pack and hiking sticks to better condition my shoulders and hands.
  • ·      Watch water more diligently.  Tank up at the aid stations in addition to refilling bladder.
  • ·      Wear my visor from the start for more sun protection.
  • ·      Use some type of bug netting for the Duncan Hollow section.


Gear I used:
Hoka Stinsons
Dirty Girl Gaiters
Injinji socks for the first 40 miles as sock liners
Wright socks double layered (went through 3 pair)
Black Diamond Women’s Pro Shock hiking poles
Patagonia shorts
Road Runner All Sports Modern Sleeveless Tank
Under Armour Heat  Gear Sport Bra
Ultimate Direction AK vest with a bladder
Garmin 310 XT (brought a battery charger that I wore during the middle of the night for a couple of hours to recharge my Garmin so it would last the whole race)
Fenix HP11 headlamp (270 lumens)